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Doncaster, England.
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this is my face
I should of learnt not to depend on someone so much, I havent lost anyone, but when I do.. it’ll hit me harder than ever before. I’m just clinging on to every day that hasn’t happened…
I try so fucking hard to be what everyone wants me to be, I try to be a good person, I work hard and don’t fuck with peoples heads, I never break anyones heart, I never use people, I’m never unfair..
So all I wanna know, is why the fuck do I always get shit on.
because I’m fucking sick of it, and I don’t think it’s ever gonna end.
my new tattoo! :) I love it so much! feels so good to have one I actually like. I got it done at a tattoo shop in Doncaster called limited edition by a guy called luke, I would recommend that shop to anyone! it took about two hours altogether but because he only had me booked we just took it slow and had a lot of fags breaks! proper loved it :) and I’m proud to say I took it like a man :D Charlie said he thought I was gonna scream.. pffftt I’m a machine! oh it also cost me £75:) was meant to be £100 but he did it cheaper cos he said he enjoyed doing it.. no complaints!
after the lining.. most painful part owchhhh
my Christmas present from Charlie :) I love him and it sosososo much!!
here is a picture of my face :)
This year has been a crazy emotional rollercoaster of events and experiences. I’ve been sad and content and happy and i’ve done things i regret, i’ve done things i’ll always be proud of myself for. I’ve gained so much, a job being one of the best things i’ve achieved. Although at some points this year i’ve felt like the most miserable i’ve ever been.. it’s all come together so well. all the pieces from my life have just fallen into place to perfectly and I am so grateful for the life I have atm. I have to say and many people must expect me to say this, but my boyfriend is by far the best thing thats happened to me, not all year but all my life. I love him so much, he means more to me than anything in the whole world. People can say what they want, we’ve had out ups and downs but we’re perfect and no one can take that away from me. Charlie has made my year what it is, he’s made me a stronger person, he’s taught me so much, he’s helped me find myself again but most of all he gave me the chance to fall in love again and that really is the only thing I wanted this christmas. I’ll be spending new years with him, and hopefully we’ll be having a most amazing 2012 together. I loved 2011, best year of my life! All I want now is for 2012 is to remain as I am, as happy as I am.. but without all the bad that began this year :)
I have so much to be thankful for and so so much to look forward to. I love you all in my life that have made it what it is, and I’ll never be more grateful for the smiles you’ve put on my face this year :)
Merry Christmas everyone! I really hope you enter the new year as you deserve to!
ill probably delete this soon, i’m no longer a depressed little weirdo with nothing better to do…………………………
lovin lyf 2k12almost
i’ve been through so much. i just want to be happy everyday, and everyday be perfect. is that too much to ask..
O M G, i just saw an advert on tv for the perfume shop.. and some girl from my old year is in it. shes probably the most annoying person i’ve ever met in my life :| i was truely glad to never have to see her again or hear her screaaaachy voice ever again and now shes on tv. fml.
